Friday, October 14, 2011

My journey to Imperial...

The objective of this post is to inspire the undergraduate students, who has a brim thought of doing higher studies, and having no money to fund it. I am using the first person, so that it would be easy for me to draft, and moreover it is just a writing on what exactly happened.

I had no thought of higher studies, when I completed my BE in Mechanical Engineering. My only aim was to fulfil the family commitments by enrolling in a job and that is what I exactly did. But within 2 years, the job sounded very monotonous and I started thinking on how long to stick to the job. The pay was good, the team was good, but still, I could not convince myself from the search for aspirations. I decided to take up higher studies. But I didnt have any money. So decided to apply for the courses which are only fully funded. First I applied for the fulbright scholarships. I was more optimistic and overconfident over my past performances and was sure of getting a place there. But there is always someone to curb our ego at times and that exactly happened to me. I failed miserably. Then I applied to Erasmus Mundus Programmes with great care. I faced a different kind of treatment, of rejection due to administrative reasons!! My transcript from college was not accepted, though our college was autonomous. I only lost few bucks trying to convince the admission team while trying to explain them the truth. They asked to apply for the next year!! I was completely broken.

I took some part time courses from the IISC in the mean time, and I learned about composite materials. My seniors and other senior persons in the mechanical engineering field discussed more on the explorations of composites and scarcity of qualified professionals in our country. So I decided to take up the field and explore more. At the same time I was also interested in computational mechanics. Fortunately or unfortunately I could not crack any application in the computation field. I got admitted to the Composites course at Imperial College London, the costliest college! The best thing what I could do was to defer the offer for next year and see if anything will happen.

I was very much frustrated about the admission, on missing all the computational mechanics courses and with only an offer at a college which I could never imagine how to pay. It was costing 32000 GBP (close to 23 L) and with my bank balance of only 2L, with a need to send money to support parents and no properties for surety to avail a bank loan. I had almost given up the whole concept of higher studies abroad and started concentrating on what could be done next to move forward. Here is where the turning point came, you may call fate, luck or whatever, I happened to go for a very unlikely pilgrim tour with bachelor friends!!! That was a temple of Shri Sharadha, Goddess of studies. I was discussing with my friend what has happened and he gave me a thought on trying it again. That was Nov, and all the applications to good univ abroad were closed already and I was left with trying to fund for Imperial. I started searching for scholarships. Edulix is a forum which greatly helped to decide what to do next in the application process. Scholarshipsinindia is another invaluable resource. I started applying to each and every scholarship that I see. JN Tata Endowment, KC Mahindra Scholarships, Debesh Kamal Scholarships, BPCL scholarship, Paras Education Foundation, Credila Education Loans, Aga Khan Foundation, British Chevening, Inlakh Shivdasani Foundation, Narotam Sekhsaria Foundation, Manekji & Shirinbhai Neterwala Scholarships and few more smaller trusts were on my list. It was a painful task. It is not easy asking money to someone. But it paid off. I got interview calls from JN Tata Endowment and Mahindra Scholarships and could grab both of them. Still I had no sufficient money. Five years of work experience did some monetary support. I was eligible for gratuity and PF also had been accrued. But those amount were not available immediately and could not be used for Visa purposes. I had to go for a bank loan.

I chose SBI, as I had an account already there. But I prefer people to try out different bank, where the process is easy and quick. We meet people daily, but a few impact our life, we dont know until we realise the impact. Likewise, a gentleman whom I had met during my school days and who had no obligations of helping me surprisingly came for my rescue. He knew people in the bank and helped a lot to move the application and process it faster. I was totally unhappy with the slow process until I met a person on the last day at the bank to disburse loan, who had to wait for 4 months!! I suddenly realized how lucky I was!!

In the mean time, the Visa Process was tougher and I had to show the evidence of money. Though I was selected for the JN Tata schols, I was not revealed the amount, putting me in a tougher situation. I had to face the Visa application without using the credit of JN Tata schols. But again god sent me   help through friends. I used their money and credit cards to pay the college fee in advance and got cleared for the Visa!! Though it was not so easy as it is written here!!

Finally I am now at the Imperial College!! It was all due to my friends who helped me throughout, say for  accommodation at mumbai during schols interviews, at chennai during transcript collection,  monetary support whenever required, mental support from my parents and help from my colleagues. I understood, if I work sincerely on what I want, there are always people who will help!! If I am here, it is not only because I wanted to, it is because they (my fellow people) wanted to. For future applicants I would say, never lose hope. Knock the door until it opens, but do it logically!! 

Wednesday, September 16, 2009

Coward

I didn't want to hurt my father
I followed his commands
I stood away from so called bad habits
I remained a coward

I didn't want to hurt my mother
I followed her commands
I promised her that I will study well
I didn't bunk my classes
I remained a coward

After all those are the people
whose only world is 'son', that is me

I am a coward - I don't have
the courage to cross the line
that was drawn by my beloved
I am still a coward to break their hearts!!!

Wednesday, June 24, 2009

Understand Life

I am running with life, a train
Not aside but Between its coach
If running fast, got hit on face
While running slow, got run over

And the complex part,
It moves at unprecedented speed
While it changes its speed,
I got hit or run over...

I move safe, till I understand the nuance in speed
But not before I got run over
Or a big hit on the face...
I beg God the cognizance of this nuance...

Friday, February 6, 2009

ஏங்குகிறேன் அம்மா...

ஏங்குகிறேன் அம்மா...
கடைக்குப் போய் கருவேப்பிலை கொத்தமல்லி வாங்கி வரச் சொன்னாய்...
அப்பொழுது கடுப்பாக இருந்தது...
ரேஷன் கடையில் க்யூவில் நிற்கச் சொன்னாய்...
அப்பொழுது வெறுப்பாக இருந்தது...
காலையில் அவசரமாக பள்ளிக்குக் கிளம்பும் நேரம் சாப்பாட்டுக்கூடைக்கு
நிற்கச்சொன்னபோது கோபமாக இருந்தது...
அன்று...

இன்று...
உனக்காக அதெல்லாம் செய்யக்காத்திருக்கிறேன்...
ஆனால் நீயோ அங்கு, நானோ இங்கு...
நம்மிருவருக்கும் இடையில் ஒரு நாள் பயண நேரம்...

இப்படி இருக்கும் என்று முன்னாலே நீ சொல்லி இருந்தால்
நான் வேலைக்கு இங்கு வந்திருக்க மாட்டேன்

பழைய நாட்களைத் தேடி நான் ஏங்குகிற வேளையில்,
உனக்காகக் கடைக்குச்செல்ல ஒருவர் அங்கு இல்லை
என்பது வெகு நேரம் கழித்தே விளங்குகிறது எனக்கு...

கஷ்டப்படுவது நீயா நானா... யாராயினும் ஏங்குகிறேன் அம்மா...

Sunday, December 7, 2008

A Note on Recession

Recession has been appearing in headlines of all the newspapers and magazines for past few days. It is no surprise that it has occupied a place in this newsletter too. Recession is not new to the economic world as it has occurred 32 times in the past 150 years, according to the economists.

Different nations tackle the economic depression in its own way. And the successful way is always uncertain. Few advice to cut the taxes and others advise the government not to change any economic policies for the sake of recession. The period during 1929 to 1939 is termed as great depression in the world history, when banks collapsed in US and stock markets crashed worldwide; 13 million people became unemployed. Industrial production fell by nearly 45% between the years 1929 and 1932. Home-building dropped by 80% between the years 1929 and 1932. From the years 1929 to 1932, about 5000 banks went out of business.

When Franklin. D Roosevelt was inaugurated as the president in 1933, he named the economic measures to be taken to recover from the great depression as The New Deal. In the first three years, his policies concentrated on the farm sector. The cost of the crops was raised and some growing crops were plowed out to keep up the cost. Though this raised the profit of the farmers and the agriculture sector was settled, which made the prosperous again.

Other than the farm sector, the Roosevelt’s government created employment for people so as to abate their poverty. Some processes introduced during the day are still active now like Tennessee Valley Authority (TVA), aimed to provide navigation, flood control, electricity generation, fertilizer manufacturing, and economic development in the Tennessee Valley, a region particularly impacted by the Great Depression. Dams were built to generate electricity then, not only created employment, they generate hydraulic power even today.

From the great depression, the government has to understand that employing people and making their use to build infrastructure will not only recover from recession, but also improve the country structure. Our country has archaic public systems and the Information Technology has not reached all the public sectors. The government can employ IT professionals for billing automation, digitizing the paper documents. Etc. It is in the hands of our national leaders to convert the depression into prosperity.

Tuesday, October 14, 2008

Vanishing Blog

The First Touch of Water...
The First Touch of Fire...
The First Touch of Breeze...
The First Touch of Love...
The First Touch of Fear...
The First Touch of Pride...
The First Touch of Grief...

We may forget the first of everything...
First Impression is the Best Impression - I would not Agree... As it Vanishes...
Vanishing Touches
Vanishing Feelings
Vanishing World
Vanishing Life... In this list Vanishing Impressions...

This First Blog will also Vanish...
But Still knowing that everything will vanish, few try to find where these people are running to print their footprints...
Who is going to care their FootPrints...
Few Say success and few say fortune...
Both Will Vanish...

When People understand... They are almost about to Vanish...